True love is the answer to all those "Right or wrong?" questions. For example, "Is watching horror movies a sin?"; if you're afraid to watch, maybe you don't want it reminding you that you're still in all that darkness, you don't want to admit that you're not that wrong but not truly right either. When you have the love of Wisdom in you, you're always seeking to learn more and strengthen the Connection, loving Light more than fearing darkness. Your long list of things to ask about could be revealing the one thing you don't ask for, that you still trust your own strength to be "right". Maybe you already are disconnected and in love with the horror system, choosing "religion" because you'd rather stay and try to be "just" on your own.
If you become a destination of the "heavy burdens and grievous to be borne" energy, one day you'll realize that the source "will not move them with one of their fingers". You'd be trying to please his ego and serve his wicked still imagination, while the friend of the world dances with the devil and laughs at you in his heart. Thanks to a person who only watches religious movies I know exactly what Jesus meant, because how can you trust someone that has an insane wicked thought watching such a genre of film? So I kept shielding myself from her energy and searching, and it was a matter of Time until I finally found the proof of the hypocrisy, which led me to the conclusion that there was indeed an attempt of demonic control going on.
Just call me a survivor.
Such a strong desire.
